CONNECTION

The connection between us is stronger than our comprehension,

It’s like the cord that connects the baby and the mother,

This cord attaches me to the source when I’m with you,

It’s this cord that is hard to detach from,

as it connects me to everything in this world.

You've opened me to the vast invisible,

It is this connection that is the force inside me,

It is this immeasurable love of God that touches my soul,

You’ve given me everything; you said you’re God, so true it is,

We are all Gods and Goddesses; we are all part of that one spirit of this Universe,

Yearning to merge with our source… 

We have connections that minds and bodies can't conceive of,

So considered fools because it seems like we talk Greek...

Thank You for opening the doors for me God, I love you.

Stoned Soul

Perhaps I'm so stoned,
I found the rocks the most mesmerizing,
Of all colours and shapes,
With moss sitting on them making it slippery,
Like dreams sitting on the eyelids making life slippery,
Still it added to the beauty of rocks,
Still it added  to the beauty of life,
Then I found my soul telling me the truth,
I'm enchanted by what I am, a stoned human.













Come and Crush me,
I've waited long enough,
For the water to flow over me and cleanse me,
For floods to move me a little,
For an Earthquake to break me,
Destruction I want,
I've waited long enough,
Crush me and make me dust,
I want to lose myself,
Come and deliver me from the life of a stone,
Give me a new shape,
So that I can be of aid,

I've waited long in this river of life,
With moss growing over me,
Making me colourful yet deplorable,
Just help me, help me, help me Lord!

MAN IN THE MIST

The most amazing scars,
Over his shimmering arms,
Droplets of sweat like gold and pearl,
Glistening in the heat of summer,

Sweat curling his hair,
With a tanned rusty body,
And from a distance my eyes trailing over his luminous build,
I wanted him to know that he was the most handsome man I had ever seen,

And then I found him playing with children at the shore,
His laughter echoed with water,
Splashes of smiles spilled over his face,
His twinkling eyes and streaks of light,

I could gather no more of his masculinity,
And I closed my eyes,
And then the breeze sending his scent,
Making me unconscious as it touched my sense,

With shreds in my eyes,
I blushed with a sheepish smile,
Ghosts from the past were still hanging bright.

DREAM TROTTER

Every night I traveled into his dreams and kept trekking,
Every morning I rested in his arms,
He was in gold, his body glistening and shimmering,
And every night, I collected a drop of his sweat,
I stored it in my heart so that the blood becomes saline,
So saline that one day nothing but salinity is left,
Somehow tears rolled down and every drop I collected,
Changed its form and was washed away,
Night after night I kept on collecting it,
Day after day I kept on crying,

 The relation was deep,

I kept crawling into his dream world, slithering and wriggling,
I could not wake him up, he was tired and fast asleep,
The innocent smile, the beautiful eyes,
I watched him sleep every night,
I kissed goodnight on his forehead,
When the morning sun started to peep from the window sill,
I slowly crept out without waking him up,
This is  the kind of love I have for him,
Where dream meets a dream,
Nothing ever touches the reality.

INSCRUTABLE AFFECTION

You and I rarely stay on Earth,

Else on an island where love gleams,

I survive on the North Pole,

You live on the South Pole,

When I have complete summers,

You have complete winters,

Enchanted relationship we share,

I hardly come to know when sun rises and sets,

You hardly come to know when the Moon shines and elopes,

And so when Our eyes meet, and Our hearts beat,

It's a day, and when we get tired, the night falls.

Stars twinkle and sing a song to Us,

Like a lullaby of the Great God,

Sun bathes Us, and the breeze deodorizes Us,

And the water droplets like shimmering gold,

Venus and Vulcan dance through the time,

Renaissance of Venus surmounts,

Vulcan alchemy and opus grounds,

This is the heaven where two reside,

Divine love breathes and utopia survives.

Embellished Love

No lies beyond the breath,

No truth away from soul,

This is what entwines us both,

Under the adorned moonlit sky....

Nothing beyond the place we cuddle,

Swimming in the nature's Universe,

Interplay of the pea-cock and hen,

Music of crickets all around....

A hand so near, a heart so clear,

Glittering eyes closed with mine,

In a dreamworld floating beside,

Slumbering World Good nite....

All disguise shed aside,

Deeper souls alas ignite,

Paradise beyond imagination,

Sedative love and passion.....

No soul is complete without its mate,

My soul wandered the whole World,

Thank You Lord You sent him here,

My soul united with Love and Care....

 

Grandeur of the Dreams

Blissful evening amidst the birds on shore,
Clouds touching my soul,
Shadows of fear abandoning me,
Moments captured in the senses of soul !

Kindle my heart, Kindle my soul,
Let me soar high like a phoenix !!
Pure Love roars in the sky,
Bereft ashes buried in Earth,
Let me reach my Sun !!!

Moments of Gold sparkle my soul,
Music wriggling my heart,
Satiated dreams and in-satiated love,
Somehow I don't feel alone,
Love so pure touches my soul,
How I wonder we still have souls,

Let me be enmeshed in dreams,
Keep me distant from reality,
As I see my rising self,
Everything is wondrous like heaven,
Gnomes and sylphs don't get envious,
Let me swim in the ocean of dreams,
Here I cherish the Love I need !!!

REBELLIOUS HEART

Uprising of my dormant emotions,
Rebellion of my aching heart,
Caught in a quagmire,
Battles between the mind and heart,

Fugitive forsaken soul,

Run as fast as you can,

Fortifying is difficult,

Reckless heart don't surrender,

Quell the feelings,

There is no soul to quench your thirst,
Ignited passion will scald the love,
Sedated heart please carry a shield,

Expose the truth, bury the lies,

Most men play safe,
Ruin the dreams and rape the soul,
Have the fortitude if God made you a man,

Even if it means leaving me behind,
Even if it means playing with my heart,
Even if it means hurting my soul,
Even if it means walking over my body,

Alas ! conflict in my mind and heart,
Rescue me from tyrannical soul,

Recover me from fences of my mind,
From rugged principles unfathomable virtues,

Capture me in a heart I own,
Immerse me in your soul,
Give me the reason to love and live,
Draw me out of this existence ...

DISPOSITION

I have no expectations, I have no qualms,
I have no vanity, only the heart pounds.
I have no wisdom, I have no spite,
I have no drive, only one I despise.

I have no alacrity, I have no doubts,
I have no dreams, then why I have eyes?
I have no greed, I have no creed,
I have no gold, only a lonely heart I hold.

I have no passion, I have no regrets,
I have no family, just character left.
I have no wealth, I have no friends,
I have just knowledge, a heart that can pledge.

I have no judgement, I have just fears,
The World I dread, the World I sneer.
I have no beauty, I have no figure,
I have a mind, sometimes it outshines.

I have a soul, I have a belief,
A man should exist, to complete me.

STRANGLED TRUST

Smile that used to come from an innocent heart,
Got uprooted in the storm years ago,
It was not lost on demise of Dad and Mom,
Got lost years later when trust was snatched.

Smiles were intact, passion to live was alive,
Dreams were still a sapling,
Until a heart was murdered,
Until trust was broken forever.

The void of parents was not so deep like the ocean,
Until he came and drowned me into his love,
I learnt to swim from one shore to the other,
I must have been a bad swimmer.

In history a time existed when I trusted men,
Until I faced a cyclone, until trust was terminated,
Trust was broken by one,
No trust prevails was proven by all.

Times have changed alas!,
Even if we sow love, melancholy we reap,
Even if we sow trust, betrayal we reap.

I learnt not to sow,
Can a soul understand my vow?
Here I stand still, watching the children playing,
Thinking about the dreams carried by my eyes,
Before I woke once upon a time.

PURGATION

Stop wearing the veil of disguise,
Seeing all this around my soul cries,
I can't bear this plight,
The sword is kept in sheath you hide.

The pain is horrendous,
Do you realize?
The coal is ignited inside,
How can your heart and soul recline?

Let the love flow outside,
Let the ghastly fears float sea-side,
You will swim across the ocean of hatred,
Do not panic, God will hold you every moment.

You will come out as a pearl outshines,
With follies deep drowned inside,
Hold the leaf of God and hope,
You will sail across don't doubt.

No wonder tides will whirl your life,
To become a pearl you have to pay some price,
On the shore God waits for you,
With a basket full of joy and laughter.

Almighty takes the demons inside you,
Let the God perish your sins,
God just wants ten minutes of your daily life,
Final purgation will end your plight.

WASHES OF LIFE !!!

My ego is too high,

Friends why don't You come back into my life?

My life was coloured by you,

Sugars, salts and spices of life,

Why can't we turn back time? 

You were the every strand of my life.

Washing and churning have worn out the strands,

Testing times have wrung it hard now,

Hopes and happiness is all squeezed out,

Sun-dried my life lies, soul cries aloud.

Seasons of life have created the havoc,

There is nothing left to fear, 

These are the end days of my life,

Cloth of life has holes all over.

Doom has destined on my door,

You all are so distanced from me,

May be these are the last words I breathe,

Thanks for colouring my life,

Hope to see you in my next life.

LONELY GIRL

I may have committed a hundred sins by now !
GOD do you find me guilty of those all?
When people have love around their life,
And I have no one to share my solitude.

I cry alone in the long nights,
With no dreams in my eyes,
I stand alone in the World,
As the Old Oak stands near the fort.

The Old Oak has birds perching and chirping,
My life is as silent as the night,
Dark hours fade away by the dawn,
No one hears my moans.

Hope has ended with every passing day,
Not one man I find who would brighten my life,
Unknowingly I may have committed a crime,
God tell me till when will the justice be denied?

DARKNESS ILLUMINED

Dawn has finally risen in my life,

the moment you touched my soul,

Desires were awakened from dormancy,

the moment I felt your true love.

Dreamlike existence it seems,

Featherlight my soul feels,

Dream-lover mesmerizes me,

I am unable to breathe.

 

Daisies flowering in the bosom,

melting the ice into stream,

Darkness illumined with love it seems,

Fantasies you dare not intervene.

Designed cannily by cupid it seems,

anguish I dread my Lord,

Dainty the forbidden fruit is,

Resistance is distant it feels.